Nevertheless, the mere fact that I "finally" have someone to call my own never fails to make me smile.
The details of how we came about is limited to the people who I care enough to explain it to. I really don't want to indulge people. You know, it's perfectly healthy to keep a few things to ourselves. The perennial public display of corniness is enough. I feel like people are starting to gag anyway.
A couple of months ago, I blogged about how I want his year to turn out, I wrote:
"... and I would move mountains just to relearn what falling in love and being loved felt like."
"... and I really do want to make it a year filled with wonderful beginnings."Wonderful beginning, it is. Every time I think about it, it makes me smile and giddy as a school girl. I bet people can see a slight change in me. I guess I am happier. Well, I am now than I was a month ago.
And if there's any good that a scarred person like me could ever get out of this relationship aside from love and happiness, it's the ability to trust a person once again. Trusting him with my heart which I failed to do the past couple of years.Let's not get into that. Haha
I have learned a lot about pain, happiness, love and life the past weeks. Everything happened so fast that sometimes I stop and ask myself if it's really real. And this I have to say, "You don't have to eat the entire cake just to know how it tastes." Well, it is. haha And every time I say the words I love you, it amazes me just how I truly mean it. In short, love has turned me into a major cheese ball. haha Cousins and friends have texted, pm'd and personally told me just how super corny my status updates and tweets are. And of course, they also asked me why the hell are my posts in Tagalog. Well, I blame it on Twitter not because boyfie is one. ahaha I thank the heavens above for creating copy-paste. Unsaon ta man, ako Tagalog, kindergarten level ra jud. Mao ra ang kaya sa ako brain.
Did I mention that I am at my happiest now? Oh yeah, I did. Some might say that love or being in a relationship is not easy-breezy. I know. Basta right now, I can't complain. hahaha I am, after all, happy. I just wish I'd grow up. bwahaha I am the most immature person I know. haha
oh well.
I bet you can find a gazillion I love you's and I miss you's on my timeline. hahaha Mary Rose Matibag is keeping track. Daisy, as well. Oh noooo. I really am turning into a major-major corn ball na. Sala jud ni ni Jev!!! hahaha Okay, okay. I won't complain. I am happy baya!!! And I found what I've been looking for.
I guess it's true what they say, that good things come to those who wait.
Pahk. English.
:D
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