Cholecystectomy experience.

‘’We found love in a hopeless place…

I laid myself down on the operating room table.

OR lights, so bright it hurt my eyes.

Nasal cannula attached.

I felt so light. Almost High.

I felt something prick my lumbar area. No Pain, just the feeling of something being inserted.

Spinal Anesthesia.

Tingling sensation.

I couldn’t raise my legs.

Then.

Darkness.

I woke up gasping for air, I couldn’t breathe.

I could feel the hands of my anesthesiologist, heard her asked me what I needed.

No words came out of my mouth. I couldn’t talk. All I ever wanted at that time was oxygen.

Darkness.

Bright lights again.

Darkness.

I felt extreme pain. Pain, like someone butchering my abdomen.

I could feel tears down my face.

I saw my mother. I cried for her never to leave me because I was in excruciating pain.

I reached out for her.

Darkness.

I asked for MUSIC. MUSIc. MUSic. MUsic. Music….

Darkness.

I told them to play the dee.lovesongs playlist.

Nobody seemed to hear me.

I looked up, saw the laptop, reached out and played some song that I couldn’t remember. LOUD.

Darkness.

I saw Gino.

Darkness.

I saw sir Mark; I tried my best to talk sense with him.

Darkness.

I saw Recley, I forgot what we talked about.

Darkness.

I saw Luchie laughing.

Darkness.

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 Baga-a na lang jud nako ug nawng. hahaha Naka-dare pa jud ko ug request ug music in spite of the pain. hahaha Party-party sa Recovery room. haha

This is what I remembered. I'm not even sure if this even happened. haha

I'm gonna make another post about my experience, feelings, etc soon. hihihi

xoxo,

Dee